Feb 17th Trying to move on.

In all my years of being immortal I sometimes wish I could sleep or even block out the visions that pop into my head. I am going through the motions of trying to find out why the store went up in smoke. But deep down I wish I could just run away from it all but I know that is not the answer.

Also being alone on Valentines Day hurt. It used to be one of my favourite holidays but after being divorced for so long I was dwelling on past memories.

-shakes my head- I need to move on from past memories and try and concentrate on the future. My path is still foggy. So many decisions that need to be made.