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[b] Forgive the long time between posts. This entry is coming to you from good ole Texas.

I am here to help Charlotte organize her wedding to Peter. (About damn time too -laughs-) It is going to be perfect just as they want it.

I feel bad leaving Forks with the situation there but I need time away. It feels good to be here. Even if Peter likes to walk around in the nude.

I have to admit I have taken a shine to Annabelle. Watching Charlotte with her and PJ is amazing and a side of me is coming out that I never thought I would see. -blinks as a vision pops into...

Here I am again. It has been hard to put pen to paper with everything that has gone on recently.

Where to begin? I guess it would be with my return from Italy to find the dining room covered in ash. -sighs-

Since then its got worse. Esme fighting with Carlisle, Carlisle vanishing to his mistress. Things are falling apart at a fast rate and I am at a loss on how to try and fix it.

I turned to someone I hadn't talked to in a long time. Jasper the ex-husband. -sighs- That was one very hard call I had to make. I wasn't sure if he would help. It had been many years since...

I apologize for the long gap between posts. I am currently on Rome, taking in the sights and keeping tabs on Edward.

Rome is such a beautiful city and the sights are amazing even though I can only visit them when the sun goes down. The downsize of being able to sparkle in the sun.

Anyway. Edward is still on his search for Kate. I had a vision of him meeting the Pope. Well that surprised me to say the least. -shakes head- Edward have you gone all religious on us? -snickers at the thought of you being al holy-

Well the sun is starting to set so it is time for...

Well here I am in Italy and so much to write about and I am writing to you from Rome.

St Marcus's day was very enjoyable. All the red and the people and I do have to say Heidi is very good at her job. The most memorable thing was when Marcus bit River and began her change. Hats off to Marcus for having the guts to do that.

My next stop in Italy was Rome and here I am with Edward and Carmen in our mission to find Kate. As of yet we are still looking and I will keep you all updated with our plans.

Until later friends.

Ciao Alice.

Test post. Nothing to see. -smiles-

I decided to put pen to paper before I flew to Italy. Yes Carmen and I are headed to Italy. Well Volterra to be more precise. Its not a place I ever thought I would ever visit but here I am heading there.

I can actually say that I am looking forward to going. I have never been to the festival that is held in Volterra so this will be a first for me. But more than anything I can't wait to see Edward.

My next post will be from Italy.

Ciao Alice. xxxx

I know its been a few weeks between entries. Ever since the fire and the store going up in smoke I more or less lived in my room. I am sure I would have stayed there if it hadn't been for Edward. He encouraged me out of my room and we went on a long hunt.

When we got back things were different and we ended up getting very close and would have got even closer if Esme hadn't barged in and interupted. Yeah that was very awkward. -shudders remembering the look on her face-

-rubs my head- Paths still keep changing and it hurts my head at times. I keep watch over the people that...

In all my years of being immortal I sometimes wish I could sleep or even block out the visions that pop into my head. I am going through the motions of trying to find out why the store went up in smoke. But deep down I wish I could just run away from it all but I know that is not the answer.

Also being alone on Valentines Day hurt. It used to be one of my favourite holidays but after being divorced for so long I was dwelling on past memories.

-shakes my head- I need to move on from past memories and try and concentrate on the future. My path is still foggy. So many decisions...

Everything went up in smoke, literally. All the hard work Rose, Esme
and I had done. Gone. All gone. -sighs deeply-

I had so many hopes and dreams when it came to the boutique. It had
been everything I had wanted. My own store with my sister. Selling
clothes, advising on fashion a perfect dream.

I won't let this bring me down. I am a Cullen and I will rise above
this and carry on. Having a great family around me will help to get
over this hurt and sadness.